I am sitting in my car, typing this on my ipod. So it might have typos. Not sure how much I care about that right now. Am tired. I just want to get away from life right now. I'm trying ro have some optimism about things getting better. We might have a new nurse for Isaac soon. Assuming this one's background. Comes back clear. Aparently she's got some pretty impressive experience, so that's good. It's hard to be hopeful when things have not worked out the last time we thought we had someone. And even if she does work out, I don't know how soon it will be. She haa to go up north dor some training or something and then come train with the current nurses for a couple nights. i am just rirwd of waiting though . I need a break now, not in rwo weeks. You know? I just feel so ceippled and trapped by life eight now. And I don't know how to change it. i am just trying to wait it out, which is not working well. I mean, I'll get there one way or another, i just know I can't handle anything else today. So I'm sitting in the car, being away from that life inside. Maybe if I am lucky, the kids will be asleep by the time my ipod battery dies, which will be soon. It just popped up a low batterey thing at me.
I am feeling in need of some major recharging myself. There just has not been much opportunity to do so lately. I guess I'm a little like my ipod. Only more emotional. The ipod does not cry when it's low on power. It just blinks that little box at me every minute or so until I plug it in. I think I need a sign I can wear around when my battery is low. Help me find a power scource before I pass out from exhaustion.

That would be good.

Then I need an extra long power cable so I can still get something done while recharging.

And some dinner. I think I should go have some dinner. That might help.

Sorry for the depressed rambling. Guess I will go give my ipod a recharge and see if there is one for me too.